Have you noticed that while your looking at other peoples blogs you get very excited about the lives they are leading. Becoming enthralled at the fact that these "other" people have created a life SO amazing that even your best days can not compare to a moment of there regular day.

Are these people living a Better life? 

Not so sure.

But at least they seem to not share the same fears as I do. Fears that if you try and Fail  the world as you know it might end. 

Why can't I just find a way to care for the things that I want 

more than worry about the needs of those around me?